I just woke up, and I feel good. I haven't showered yet, and I haven't done anything actually. I most likely would have played my X-Box 360 right now, but my brother took my only controller... touch hole! Haha, that's a word my Nana uses a lot, instead of asshole. I never heard anyone say it but her haha. I told my brother since he took my only controller, that he has to get me a RedBull, so who is the winner now? Me! :D Haha. I'm addicted! I haven't had one in two weeks, but before that I had atleast two a day for two weeks strait! No lie! Haha.
I don't know what it is about this song, but I still can't stop listening to it! Losing My Religion by R.E.M. And in that music video of it, where he's dancing really weird, hahaha, thats priceless! I'm happy right now. I'm surprised. It's just a day, but it's also a year, and it's begining great, even though I have done nothing.
I need new shit on my YouTube page. I have new material, and most of it's been recorded, but I just have no effort to put it online. I don't know what it is! Like seriously, my whole family keeps praising me about my videos that I made during my senior year, and I do admit their good, but I don't know, I'm my biggest critic. Everyone says that I've got talent for it. I remember during the summer of 2008, my mom made me show her brother, my uncle, some of my videos. I showed him them, and he loved them. I spent the rest of that day with him, at his house helping him fix up shit and everything. At the time I didn't wanna do it, but I ended up enjoying it, and now thats one of my favorite memories I have left of him. I remember he said to me that I was really talented and he said he wasn't just saying that. He said how he's his worst critic himself. He had his own construction company, RTG Home Finishers. He was amazing, and he wouldn't finish a job until it was perfect! His last work completed work was actually in our bathroom. He did that all, and it looks amazing. That is why I take most of my MySpace pictures in their, cause it reminds me of him. I miss him. His death wouldn't have been as hard to deal with if he just died, of if he got into a car accident or something. Suicide. I still can't believe it. He was young, he was double my age in two years. He shouldn't have ended his life, he should still be here. He shoulda been with us last night as we celebrated the new year.
Ahhh, well anyways, I'm still listening to R.E.M. I researched what REM stood for and it has to do with something when you're sleeping. So that led me to research dreaming because I always found dreams intresting. I discovered something called "Lucid Dreams." Thats where you realize that you're dreaming, so you take control of the dream. I've done that before. I never knew that it had its own title for it haha. Anyways, I think you should go and research dreams, they're very intresting!
Alright, well I'm going to get my shower, and actually begin my day. it's 2:13 in the afternoon and I need to get ready to go with my brother to get my RedBull! Haha! I'm excited.
I don't know what it is about this song, but I still can't stop listening to it! Losing My Religion by R.E.M. And in that music video of it, where he's dancing really weird, hahaha, thats priceless! I'm happy right now. I'm surprised. It's just a day, but it's also a year, and it's begining great, even though I have done nothing.
I need new shit on my YouTube page. I have new material, and most of it's been recorded, but I just have no effort to put it online. I don't know what it is! Like seriously, my whole family keeps praising me about my videos that I made during my senior year, and I do admit their good, but I don't know, I'm my biggest critic. Everyone says that I've got talent for it. I remember during the summer of 2008, my mom made me show her brother, my uncle, some of my videos. I showed him them, and he loved them. I spent the rest of that day with him, at his house helping him fix up shit and everything. At the time I didn't wanna do it, but I ended up enjoying it, and now thats one of my favorite memories I have left of him. I remember he said to me that I was really talented and he said he wasn't just saying that. He said how he's his worst critic himself. He had his own construction company, RTG Home Finishers. He was amazing, and he wouldn't finish a job until it was perfect! His last work completed work was actually in our bathroom. He did that all, and it looks amazing. That is why I take most of my MySpace pictures in their, cause it reminds me of him. I miss him. His death wouldn't have been as hard to deal with if he just died, of if he got into a car accident or something. Suicide. I still can't believe it. He was young, he was double my age in two years. He shouldn't have ended his life, he should still be here. He shoulda been with us last night as we celebrated the new year.
Ahhh, well anyways, I'm still listening to R.E.M. I researched what REM stood for and it has to do with something when you're sleeping. So that led me to research dreaming because I always found dreams intresting. I discovered something called "Lucid Dreams." Thats where you realize that you're dreaming, so you take control of the dream. I've done that before. I never knew that it had its own title for it haha. Anyways, I think you should go and research dreams, they're very intresting!
Alright, well I'm going to get my shower, and actually begin my day. it's 2:13 in the afternoon and I need to get ready to go with my brother to get my RedBull! Haha! I'm excited.
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