Hard To Concentrate

I've had a relatively okay day. I mean, nothing bad really happened, but neither did anything good. I didn't feel like blogging last night, so I didn't. I don't really know how to feel right now, I mean, I'm not upset about anything, but I'm not happy about anything. I just want to cry. Is that weird? I don't know... You know sometimes I feel unappreciated and that people don't care, even though I know they do, it's just sometimes I feel that way, idky. I find myself listening to Red Hot Chili Peppers... don't ask why haha. I like them, I own all their CDs but Ijust find it weird that I'm listening to them now, because of my mood and my recent actions, haha idk... Hard To Concentrate is the song I seem to be most fond of at this moment. I swear, I feel like I'm going no where. I feel like a loser or something, idk. I can't stand myself, I can't stand anyone. I really don't know what is bugging me. I feel how John Mayer feels in Something's Missing. He says, "Something's missing, and I don't know what it is, no I don't know what it is at all."
I just want to go to sleep and dream. I'm obsessed with dreams recently. I think I'll just leaveit here right now, idk. I have nothing to say, I have no idea what is wrong with me... and I don't feel like talking about it to anyone... I'm gonna go... I'll watch Scrubs...

"Read me a scripture and i will twist it."