I wish I had someone to turn to, but I really don't. I don't want to talk about this to anyone, although I should. Instead I'm keeping it bottled up inside... Unhealthy, I know. I've grown so much I think. But at the end of the day, I'm still where I was when I woke up. As Modest Mouse once said, I know now what I knew then but I didn't know then what I know now. I'm listening to Endless Nameless by Nirvana on repeat, because that's how I feel. You know, I don't know anymore. I don't know what I should do. I don't know what I should do with my life. I've been looking at what I'm good at and I realized some people would kill to be able to write poems like I do, or to be able to be a great Graphic Designer like I am, or make people laugh as hard as I do. I'm a good friend. I'm a good guy. So why do I feel the way I feel? I'm not sure... But anyways you should listen to December 1963 right now, haha. Great song! Hahahah. When I was a kid I thought it said "Late September back in 63" but it doesn't lol. I used to love it more because I thought it said September, September being my birthday lol.
Would you believe me when I tell you, you are the queen of my heart?
I don't know what to say now. I want to say thanks to Heather actually. Thanks. Even though I'm talking to her on AIM right now, haha.
I think I'll blog later, or something. I have nothing to write about right now... lol.
"Well I guess this is growing up"
Would you believe me when I tell you, you are the queen of my heart?
I don't know what to say now. I want to say thanks to Heather actually. Thanks. Even though I'm talking to her on AIM right now, haha.
I think I'll blog later, or something. I have nothing to write about right now... lol.
"Well I guess this is growing up"
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